hates:
-To be ignored
-To be stand up upon
-Books
-School
-To be taken for granted
wishes:
+ Get my bike ASAP +
+ New Laptop +
+ New HP +
+ For a special one who will be tolerance and love me more than i love her +
+ Chromes bag +
+ To save up my very first $10k +
Yea i know, double post. Feel like writing this down. been weeks.
You wasnt there for me at my utmost low period. Feeling so insecure. I know we made a pact. After oct, but cant help it yea?
Afew days back after the quarrel with my mum. I noticed how sad my circles of frens are.. Notice how i got no one to turn to..
No one for me to pour out to No one to share my woe Not even you were by me. Didnt wanna turn to XB and gang...
Sent you an sms. You didnt reply me... Only sandy did, but upon hearing her side of probs. Didnt wanna add on to hers, sat down quietly by the void deck 2 street away. Tears just flow down.
Idk why, Thoughts just keep flooding into my head. First time ever, i finish off 2 packs of cigerette by myself, I asked myself to stop smoking, For the sake of myself, For the sake of you. Guessed im just too naive...
Even for now the first person i wanna go meet after my TP Its you. Guess its not fated to. Maybe I really should find a soulmate. Thought i finally found a group, A guai kia group that can hang out with. I was wrong.
I didnt fit in as much. Just seems like im so damn redundant. My presence wouldnt have made a difference. I guess life just go on,
Cant wait for the day i pass TP, at least i know, When i feel low, i can ride off to a beach.
The other day in poly chalet, It really feels good, first time ever, staring off the sea. passing time. how i wish time just stop there, and let me be there for good...
