hates:
-To be ignored
-To be stand up upon
-Books
-School
-To be taken for granted
wishes:
+ Get my bike ASAP +
+ New Laptop +
+ New HP +
+ For a special one who will be tolerance and love me more than i love her +
+ Chromes bag +
+ To save up my very first $10k +
Yo peeps, let this post be a wall of words again. How time flies. Its already the last month of the year. In a blink of an eye, I'm going 19 in 8 days time.
2008 is gonna go in another 30 days. By then we would be welcoming 2009. Seriously, has anyone of you guys, Look back in your own life before you retire for the day. Just sit upon your bed. Think of the people you met along the way of life. Things that happen. Things that you accomplished. Friends you know from then till now.
Just as i notice, As my age goes up, My bday celebration mood dies down. 16yo bday, went on tonning with friends. 17yo went drinking with cousins.
AND GOD DAMN 18 I GOTTA STAY AT HOME TO MUG FOR COMMON TEST!! Here i am, 19 soon, i gotta study for the common CT. IDK whats wrong with me. Seems to get really pessimistic with life's.
Why should people celebrate bday? Is it really a joy to be born into this world? I mean, look at others in the world.
Yes we should be really glad that we're born in Singapore. Look at the third world countries. We shouldn't really take things for granted. Living in Singapore is just real tiring.
Taxes, work, fines etc etc... Humans are born to this world to deal with troubles. Why not just leave me alone. Just let me be some nobody. Who doesnt have to care about everything.
I noticed something last evening. I'm not sicked of working. Rather, I'm sick of the people there. I worked 8 days a month, YOU FREAKING PUT ME IN A FREAKING BUSY COUNTER WITH NO SALES... FOR 4 FREAKING DAYS....
Never mind that, however you guys wish to place me doesn't matter now. Its just a matter of time. Honestly, I really wanted to help you guys work pass the CNY season. But back in my mind, I'm just in a dilemma.
YaLan auntie finishes her last day of work last night. An auntie I'm really fond of while working in Miss Tan dept. Misses her as she walked out of NTUC door. At the same time, I'm just feeling happy for her.
At least she knows what she wanted with her life. I'm not sure what should i do. Unsure about my future. unsure about my career. Taking things as it comes along the way.
Shall stop here since im having my programming class as i blog now.. back to study, CT in another 9 days =/
