hates:
-To be ignored
-To be stand up upon
-Books
-School
-To be taken for granted
wishes:
+ Get my bike ASAP +
+ New Laptop +
+ New HP +
+ For a special one who will be tolerance and love me more than i love her +
+ Chromes bag +
+ To save up my very first $10k +
So lost for words at this moment at this time. So many bleddy suay things happen all at this time.
Didnt know who to turn to. Who to speak to. keeping inside me just feels SO FUCKED! And i remember i still got this rotting blog.
Facing some crisis and rejection in 1 week aint worse enough.
IM SLAPPED WITH A 170 bucks fines and 8 demerit points for speeding. IM SO FUKING SUAY LA!!!
Call Marcus' dad and told him what happened. Concern that i'm a new driver, Dont have points to deduct. He offered to deduct his points FOR ME! But he got an entire family to feed, too embarass to used his help as he work as deliveryman and points are important to him.
I called my beloved father and told him what happen. Was hoping to find some comfort from him after my mum KPKB anyhow kan when i told her.
TO MY WORST CASE SENERIO I IMAGINED! HE FREAKING TOLD ME "不要害我啦~"
Totally lost for words, tho he offered help to help me find ppl. So many things inside me and i got no close frens to even share it with.
So freaking exasperated now. Was really touched by marcus dad offer.. THX 表哥.
