hates:
-To be ignored
-To be stand up upon
-Books
-School
-To be taken for granted
wishes:
+ Get my bike ASAP +
+ New Laptop +
+ New HP +
+ For a special one who will be tolerance and love me more than i love her +
+ Chromes bag +
+ To save up my very first $10k +
So lost for words at this moment at this time. So many bleddy suay things happen all at this time.
Didnt know who to turn to. Who to speak to. keeping inside me just feels SO FUCKED! And i remember i still got this rotting blog.
Facing some crisis and rejection in 1 week aint worse enough.
IM SLAPPED WITH A 170 bucks fines and 8 demerit points for speeding. IM SO FUKING SUAY LA!!!
Call Marcus' dad and told him what happened. Concern that i'm a new driver, Dont have points to deduct. He offered to deduct his points FOR ME! But he got an entire family to feed, too embarass to used his help as he work as deliveryman and points are important to him.
I called my beloved father and told him what happen. Was hoping to find some comfort from him after my mum KPKB anyhow kan when i told her.
TO MY WORST CASE SENERIO I IMAGINED! HE FREAKING TOLD ME "不要害我啦~"
Totally lost for words, tho he offered help to help me find ppl. So many things inside me and i got no close frens to even share it with.
So freaking exasperated now. Was really touched by marcus dad offer.. THX 表哥.
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
7:24 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Amazing. how i can update my blog once a month. Nothing to update actually. School sucks. Life sucks.
Just kinda struck me when im on facebook. That i do have a blog. A rotten blog full of broken links. Old information and stuffs
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
12:00 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Erm ok I think its time for me to update walls of words again.
Perhaps something recent. Went for ECE FOC 2009' afew weeks ago, It was REALLY REALLY FUN. Perhaps its due to the fact that im closer to my frens. Dont feel like im always alone anymore. The bonding there not only bonds the freshies' But also the committee. I also got to know more friends in the camp.
Unwittingly, I know 1 more cbk. Nigel (w/e his full name). He was played by the committee real badly..lmao Due to some real 'cock' comment he made during the camp. And the punishment? we made him real dirty with red dye(by terence), Flour (by all those involve), Smelly egg white(ME!! =D), 1 pail of cold water ( cant remember who pour that) and chocolate syrup (by YH) basically the entire camp personnel was involve in the planning. xD
ps. If u read this and is unhappy about it. Got balls then just bring it on. I got nothing to lose anyway. Yes you paid 15 bucks to get flour on ur face for the 1st day. But on the 2nd day, didnt we make ur 15 bucks worth more? with all the extra ingredient we gave u? =x
On the last night of the camp was also funny. Colgate games!!! shall upload some pics in my nxt post. Also sat down with the freshies' and did some Q&A with em. and to my surprise. MOST of em thinks its worth it.
This sentence touches my heart that all the effort put in were not to waste. Although i joined the commitee at the very last min. Also, in the camps, alot of 'tau pok' were involved..lol.
Overall to me, the fun was there, tho' i spoil my car during the camp =( Perhaps its due to the fact that my last camp was my sec1 orientation camp 7 yrs back.To me, camp is a real waste of time sleeping on the floor instead of my queen size bed. Its like paying money to sleep outside and on the floor! But once in awhile, Its cool.
I'm not the type of person that like camp or whatsoever. Even the FOC camp i joined like 3 days before the actual camp date. And it was really fun fun fun.
And on the 17th april, I'll be involve in the IP(used to be known as the freshman orientation programme aka FOP)
Maybe all this involvement make me fill the emptiness in my heart, Thats why i enjoy it real good.
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
3:15 AM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
yea, rotting blog Lazy KS has been watching shows and movies online lately. Totally forgotten about the fact that i've blog.
Even forgot to attend my exam on the 26 feb for my exam =/ Too much 'Happening' things on feb. The unpleasant happenings.
Having retest today. after i spent 20 bucks on MC
Got my 'new' car =/ Enjoyed driving =D
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
11:21 AM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Back to post here. Fruitful day spent with xiang kang at the library studying. Thought i kinda got bored halfway through and start reading TSGH. After which went to Bugis Junction and catch inkheart.
not too bad for it i would say.
pretty amazing power to be a silver tongue.
how i wish im one..
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
2:37 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
SUPER LAZY KS IS BACK IN THE HOUSE! yup im back to post. Really lazy to get the photos i took into my laptop. Pictures of the hundreds of dollars worth of clothing i spend for CNY. Picture of my new class vehicle card. x= Oh yea...Happy CNY.
As usual, CNY this year was like a routine. Sleep till my full, woke up at 11++ bath and get changed. Wait for Kai's family and went out on their lorry together to my Great-Grand-Mother place. Sadly, she passed on 6 years ago. How i fondly remembered. Everyone never fails to gather there every year. Fooling around with other cousins. Having lunch there.
Even if it wasn't CNY, all of us would gather there every single sunday for a gathering. After she passed on, Its just like A big tree fallen and all the birds went scattering around other place.Sigh. And though i'm the one "wai soon"( in hokien aka external grandson ). She dotes on me very much.
Anyway after my Great Grand Mother place, we head over to Da Gu Po house.( Great Grand Aunty)
Dinners there before heading home as usual. CNY angbao kinda shrink for me. Roughly about 40% lesser of what i used to get.
Finally, this wall of post im gonna press publish wanna write about his Traffic Police Test for class 3.
WOOHOO I PASSED!~ Something to be happy about and something that made me real fed-up. I got a mere 6 points for the entire test. =D Not to argue what i thought I should only get 2 points. He randomly gave me another 4 points. Since i passed. Doesnt really matters Came back share the news with my mum to only note that she as usual. 'bomb' me.
When i got my 2B license, Every shitty person in my family told me to get a car license. My mum, my dad, my aunt, etc etc... I said, i got no money to get a car even if i got the license. She finally opened her shitty mouth and tell me shes gonna get me a car if i passed. Those shitty words spurt me to CHIONG~ But something in my head tells me. She's just coaxing me. I went up against it, hoping its true. She said "Dont buy Car first, im a P plater, people will disturb me"
HELLO~~ MY BIKES' A P PLATE BIKE TOO..DOES IT REALLY MATTERS. Made my blood boil. I went to bed till now. yawn.
KS
I really do miss you.. I love you...Y
9:02 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Yup, I'm back to post again. Been rotting at home as usual, a rotting weekend
New songs peeps.. Check Wang Lee Hom new album, Its pretty cool. The new songs are nice.
Went over Aljunied Mrt station to get my monthly allowance from dad this afternoon. Yay! I got money to spend! but nope im not spending em. Since im not working anymore. I gotta save. Been spending loads recently Till i remember what else to post. Bye
