Afew days didnt blog, exams approaching, and im really afraid that i'll flunk the final exam. Studied hard for DEL, yet after exams, noticed so much careless mistake i made. Maybe like what yongjie said, i might need to take feb 2009 DEL exam again. Actually im really well prepared to fail any of the modules, but, i just dont like losing. I wanna win

Went to school this afternoon and met up with anthony and his gang. For some reason, I dont feel quite blend into their group. But still, a procrastinator like me, need a group of ppl who really study to be with me. No choice, have to 厚脸皮, study with them. Was really kinda ashamed of myself, so old liao still cant study alone. In fact still cant even cope with my studies. Thoughts of signing on to the Navy keep coming into my mind. But i just dont wanna waste 5 years of my time serving NS for the meagre amount of money they reimbursed student like us to serve them. Plus, I think they wont even want me.

Studied for TP and EM3A, I think im ready for TP, but ACDA and maths, need more revision. After this exam, IF i managed to pass, high chance is, another separation of class due to the selection of courses, I went into TP, same as most of the people i know in poly year 1. But people change. Somehow like what clement said, most of us are not like year 1 anymore. KS is no longer like the KS who can joke and laugh criticism off anymore. And for some reason, i feel a certain change in me. I dont really like to socialize anymore. Truth is I think i'm better off alone now. Not even looking forward to next year classmate. I dont know why.

Dont worry, the guy who posted crap in my tagboard, got more acne..you know who you are.

Was a relieved yesterday as national wushu competition come to an end for my event. Me and marcus came out third of the 4 participating teams. We lost by a small margin of 0.07/8, i cant remember. And the reason we lost was, i think i wasnt composed enough for the competition. Like marcus said, my 2nd time in major comps. so nervous for? Yet, to the ending of the routine, fear got the better of me and i kinda go really fast. Marcus cant keep up with me and the ending part was screwed all thanks to me. I wanna win so much, yet we lose cuz i wasnt ready. 编号 774 最后得分， 7.88, was kinda depressing to hear that. I know in my mind, we can do better. Seen the video taken by coach, the start was fantastic, but halfway through i got tired and momentum slowed down and ending was screwed, I got nervous and...Nevermind, its all over.

Now whats important is my upcoming examination. KS, this is your really last chance to make up for all the slacking throughout the 15 weeks of school previously. U MUZ DO WELL!

Now that competition is over, I can finally concentrate on my exams. Another thing is, sorry mathew, i think the other day i was too much in my words, keep putting all the blames to you. Like the instructor said, I should have checked before moving off. Even w/o the points, i also fail the prac..Sorry again..

Lastly, Guni, thx for your concern i know i can count on you if i need anything. Same applies to you, I'll feed bao bao and mush mush so much that they grow fat by 2kg by the time you come back..hahs.

sandy, nvm that tagger, that going-to-be 16 yo tagger will get a really big birthday bash from me, his bday is coming..this few days no time emo, schedule really tight.

weeli, i didnt know u read my blog. omg, cant post so much poly happenings here, later u see...

bye peeps, and thx for all the concern.

KS.